February 2012
5 posts
January 2012
4 posts
humble tortured moth
that sings and sings and sings to me
doesn’t know its humming buzzing song
is keeping me company
December 2011
4 posts
above the battlefield between us
a thunderhead of bad blood and lust
like the flesh wound of every memory
a sky threatening to open up
I don’t miss you when I’m with him
November 2011
7 posts
he gave him everything
his best
his sweat
his suffering
you know how it is
pretending to live
each day like you’re his
the devils day dream
you don’t have to burn these shit cities to the ground
don’t try to drive it so far in I can’t get it out
you don’t have to swim across the ocean
or chain yourself to the bottom
of the sea
If you feel like you want me
You want me you want me
You’ve got me
too young to go numb
too old to die young
when he realizes
that he’s not breathing in
he can see it ending
but not how it begins
later they’ll say
He’d been like this for weeks
that he forgot how to eat
long before he forgot how to speak.
October 2011
8 posts
its all games
and subtle changes
just when I’ve got your picture made
it rearranges
he says his mind is fine
its the heart he’s lost
take the desired flesh from the one
who isn’t strong enough to give you some
its times like these
moonrise::sunset
that I forget the fields of mourning
haven’t got me yet
I remember what came after
the wrestling and nervous laughter
but more importantly
I remember who
came in who
who came in who
September 2011
8 posts
closer than ever
too distant a lover
let me recover
before learning of her
shifted too soon
then howl at the moon
preparing a room
for the holiday of my doom
without wringing joy
from the inflicter
make your mark
crown yourself the victor
August 2011
17 posts
you think I forget
but I haven’t yet
fuck you for everything
play dead
on a saturday night
stop at nothing
save for the light
make the mistake
of your cold calculations
everythings the enemy
in these dark constellations
heaven forbid we touch
its only sin if you want it enough
